Charlotte Heathcote
- May 30, 2020
- 1 min read

The realisation

It's like

my insides are sad

my internal structure is broken

my body doesn't understand

what's happened

But my brain

knows that you are gone

My heart thinks

you're coming back

And then I remember

that you are not

And this is my reality now

Here

Without you

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