Imperfectly Healing

This morning I woke up to a beautiful blanket of snow outside. Usually I’d think “Ah what a pain in the ass”, because it means you can’t...

16/12/20 I've titled this post "what the fuck?" because to me, this summarises my experience of grief so far. Most days I have those...

As ever, I’m not really sure what this post will be about. But I do know writing usually helps. Unfortunately, writing my thesis doesn’t...

I started writing tonight to see if I could get some of my emotions/thoughts out- turns out, my head is mush and I can't make sense of...

06/08/20 I haven’t written for a while- I’m trying to write a thesis (‘trying’ being the key word here), so extra reading or writing...

Something I’ve really noticed recently is that I have no idea what to say when people ask “How are you?” or “How has your week been?”...

This week has been another hard one. I’ve wondered what to write about recently; particularly when a lot of the difficult thoughts and...

Grieving is like running a marathon that has no end You strive to reach the finish line just to discover there isn't one So just keep on...

It's like my insides are sad my internal structure is broken my body doesn't understand what's happened But my brain knows that you are...

Sundays always called for endless cups of tea Staying in bed till late, knowing we had no other place to be I felt so safe within your...

I’m writing quite a lot at the moment. But for some reason, I’ve been finding it hard to share some of what I’ve been writing, and I...

Grieving during a pandemic is like trying to surf during a thunderstorm. You thought you'd just learnt how to ride before the storm hit...

I had the idea to write a letter to myself today. Sounds a bit weird, but I’m going to give it a go. This week has felt hard again....

So, I have been writing about something in the past few days that I thought I was ready to think about again. Turns out, I really wasn't,...

This is just a short mid-week poem from me. There is still beauty in life I'm sure of it The trees begin to blossom signifying a change...

I realise that my posts might be difficult to read at times, and think it's important that they all come with a 'trigger warning'. I'm...

This is my first post, and it's pretty nerve wracking sharing this with you. I'd like to thank my amazing friend, Ellie, who inspired me...